That's how I'm feeling right now...for a few reasons. First and foremost, my back is KILLING me again today and I know why and I know it's my fault. I haven't been to the gym on a consistent basis since probably September. Between convention hours and my laziness (ok maybe some because I'm busy too!) since we've come back, I just haven't gotten back into the rhythm. Which means that my back hurts and I feel the fattest I've felt in almost 2 years. I've been beating myself up bad tonight - which is fine for one night - but tomorrow I am going to reacquaint myself with my gym and the treadmill in my basement. Any and all encouragement to do that, and watch my diet again, are greatly appreciated :-) Here's a picture of me with Karen & Kristen from my office at Happy Hour the other night...can you see my triple chins?!
Second I'm frustrated tonight because I've had my first run-in with FLEAS :-( EWWWWW! I feel so dirty and I feel like our house is super dirty. Snickers was dropped off at Petco this morning for a random grooming appointment. What started out as random turned into a milk bath, flea and tick bath and me leaving there after dropping $140 AND an appointment at the vet tomorrow morning because he has scratched/chewed his back raw. UGH! I blame us and it makes me mad. A simple dose of Frontline every month and fleas are easily avoided.
I'm in a funk tonight - no doubt about it. I just hope by tomorrow it fades, I find myself downstairs on the treadmill before the vet, find good news at the vet, and then find a good mood at my party tomorrow afternoon...wish me luck with those goals...and more importantly, with the goal to get fit and healthy again.
Have a great weekend everyone!